It's what's inside that defines the meaning.

HELLOOOO. ohkay. it's cleaven's cousin here. im here to vent my anger cos i have no where else to vent it on. i gave up tearing paper cos there's some silly rumours going on about 'The world's gonna end at 2012.' oh, the joy~! that's why i stoppped those crapps. that's total bullshite, for me. i'll never believe such things, neither am i gonna depend my life on some 'mayan calender'. ohkay . i'm super pissed off nowadays. that explains my retarded-ness. been trying to keep myself calm & cheer myself up like an idiot but nothing seem to work anymore. i guess it cos of the change in * that cause the change in me. gawd. i hate it when school reopens. it really means tht everything will change. ): * is someone whom i really care about & things have turned from bad to worse between us. recently, i feel like as if im being made used of by *. uh huh. how can anyone tolerate that? ohkay. maybe u can, but i cant. they come looking for yo

I need to stop playing Dota!!! aahhhh!!!! Exams are coming again!!! And the common test was average. kinda sucked.the last one i took was screwed. Sigh. Wish me determination,anyone who reads this. i'll be grateful.