Had it
I've HAD IT with my bullshit fake posts. I've gotta stop hiding all the feelings i have in me. It really really kills me to have all that wrath, sadness and angst in me. I think only my closests of friends know how i feel. And i better bucks up on my maths. 25 days. I CAN DO IT. And screw all the shit that has happened in the past 3 months. Thanks for listening to me Ben, Tung, Sharon, Aunt Eve. And Ben, i think you're right. I just can't focus on what i need to do. In fact i'm totally lost at what i need to do in life. No goals. No mission. No objective that i need to complete. Another thing on my mind. Why must life have an end? I don't want to die! Whenever i think of it, i'm SCARED. What happens to the consciousness? IF you die, won't it hurt? When your lung give out, doesn't it feel like being choked? I don't want to lose my body. but if my body just can't stay alive forever, then what of me? Argh. Enough with the ranting, I've got s