Life IS interesting at a different perspective!

Damn it,tests are coming again!
but i dont really mind all that,
i can study for it,
Jeeze,i should really kick myself in the butt!
i won't study HARD or SMART until the last 2 weeks of the semester,
which is like SUICIDE!

okay forget all the 'meaningful' talk,
i shall get on to what i came here to talk about,
'LIFE'
what meaning has it got for you?
For me,its
1.study ur ass off and get a job
2.Enjoy it while you can(cause you never know when accidents happen)
3.Trying to find the absolute meaning of it
4.Why make enemies when they are your friends,take it in my stride
5.Get a soulmate(which i admit i have never been closer to finding one,ever)

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now,other then all the $%^& i've been talking about
many of my "GOOD" friends have tried to pry this out of me,
"why do you like to talk to girls?"
i have always liked to talk to girls,
actually talking to any GIRL might have been a SHOCK to anyone at first,
but i just try to open up my social barriers,
i cant possibly stick around a bunch of guys like Tung and Sairam!
a good example of someone social would be Tban(in the 'socialising' sense)
and Ben(which i believe has alot more on his mind)
Why do the both of them exude an aura,
be it a super crazy guy,
or a sadistic leader,
i've really wanted to know what are behind those eyes,
do they harbour hate, love, joy, and in some sense investing in friendship.
I believe they have their reasons,
and so it'll take time before any of these reasons actually show.

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i seem to have wasted these few years of my LIFE,
so as to say,i've played around like a freaking ^&*(,
i need to get to my bearings and go SOMEWHERE,
and definately not the dumps!

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and the worse thing?
i think too much!
why am i even here i don't even know,
i hsouldn't think so hard now..
my PEA-brain is getting tired..

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I've recently been in contact with sumone,
some of you guys know some of you guys don't know
this *ahem* from you-know-where,
i dont really care much about playing online games,
other then for the shear joy of fragging noobs,
i've never really noticed anyone who'd want to be friends with me
and i mean ME,the real me
the noob which the guys say i am,
the replacement for company as there is no-one else to hang out with,
the one who is shunned when trying to give ideas,
the one who always get blamed if i lead them to a wrong place,
while when i get them to some ULU place,
they never even thank me..

So then, she appeared,
the first of many, but nonetheless,
she's the one now,
someone i could trust,
someone who cared about me,
someone who doesn't really care for looks
and someone who said ********(you should know..)
i never thought it'll actually happened for a person like me,
i mean i'm THEE unlucky basket around,
and yet i get lucky?
that's not possible right?
alrite..i've said alot of crap today..
I have no idea if this will last. But I see life as fleeting moments, so in it not a single thing is permanent, even love, even friendship.
However, because of that, every moment could make me happy or give me much; Rosalina is such.

seeya later blog..