What should i do during the weekends? I watched a movie last night, watched my animes and did my laundry. What else should i do now? i feel so lost. Today is Sunday, and i've been slacking off doing nothing! I can't go out shopping or what not, the allowance is barely enough for me to survive through every month. An update of my stats: I'm 81.5kg at a height of 179cm (WHY CAN'T I GET TO 180!!) That means that my BMI is at 25.5 Total weight loss since entering and now is 6.5kg. I've eaten alot of junk this weekend. hope i don't get more than a kilo back! Muscles have been growing! Skin is getting even darker! I think i'm at least 7 shades darker than what i used to be. My waist size decreased, most of my pants and jeans are super loose now. Even my t-shirts are like super loose now. Until July 2nd, i can't wait for P.O.P.! That's like 10 weeks away. omgggg!
From left to right: Nokia 6020 , LG KF600, Nokia E65, Nokia E51 Currently using E65 and E51, depending on the situation. The 6020, is, a very OLD phone! It was my first COLOUR and CAMERA phone too! It only has 2mb space, it only has infrared for data transmission. But i served me well, for my secondary life and first year in poly! The LG phone only served me for a few months, even though it's quite good with a 3.0 MegaPixel camera, and MP3 capability and even a touch navigation screen. But it has one big ass flaw, the battery only lasts 1 day! So i gave up and had to use my 6020 again. Until i got the E65 from Auntie Lola! Yay! She had 2 iPhones, so obviously, i could have her old phone! And it's quite good, with WiFi capabilty, first time i could use MSN messenger on my bed! Without paying GPRS too! Haha! Other stuff, like a standard 2 MegaPixel camera, infra-red and Bluetoothâ„¢ 2.o data transmission. Also, hehe, Auntie Lola gave me a 2GB micro SD! Up till last week, Uncle ...
I've HAD IT with my bullshit fake posts. I've gotta stop hiding all the feelings i have in me. It really really kills me to have all that wrath, sadness and angst in me. I think only my closests of friends know how i feel. And i better bucks up on my maths. 25 days. I CAN DO IT. And screw all the shit that has happened in the past 3 months. Thanks for listening to me Ben, Tung, Sharon, Aunt Eve. And Ben, i think you're right. I just can't focus on what i need to do. In fact i'm totally lost at what i need to do in life. No goals. No mission. No objective that i need to complete. Another thing on my mind. Why must life have an end? I don't want to die! Whenever i think of it, i'm SCARED. What happens to the consciousness? IF you die, won't it hurt? When your lung give out, doesn't it feel like being choked? I don't want to lose my body. but if my body just can't stay alive forever, then what of me? Argh. Enough with the ranting, I've got s...
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